I miss tumblr so fucking much

also im so done with my trash GPA making me lose out on things. I'll really need to struggle to pull it up above 8 in one sem - it's currently like 7.3 so I'll need at least a 9.4 sgpa next sem to even it out...and I have 2 math courses next sem...kms

but maybe it isn't the worst thing that I can't take cw credits next sem. it was getting too stressful. with all the documentation bullshit and my insane schedule...I think it'll be better to do it without the credits. just as something I love and want to do. and if teaching older kids isn't my thing - which I don't think will happen but my anxiety has been making me spiral because WHAT IF - I won't have to commit to a 10 hour per week schedule during my hardest sem. I've never worked great under pressure, and these kids deserve better than someone who's terrified to fuck up and obsessing over what they get out of it. plus the more I get to volunteer during my college years the better right? I can always figure out my credits next summer. this is what I want to do with my life. this is my passion. it isn't going to be a problem, even if I do have an internship or whatever. more learning, more experience, more holistic college life etc etc. it's gonna be okay. I'll kick ass at this teaching thing next sem anyway. deep breaths. 

anyway. another mural I saw yesterday. thought it was appropriate considering the theme of the post lol