I MIGHT NOT STAY OFF SNIXX FOREVER

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so apparently my mom has access to my dead grandfather's email that I used as a recovery ID to lock myself out of tumblr, which means my beautiful high school tumblr account is not lost for eternity! I will however not be able to access it for at least this sem, so that should be plenty of time to outgrow my codependency. I also felt bad leaving all my friends with no warning. oh well. I'll be back in 2025 I guess. even if I'll have to sort through and block about a hundred new bot followers *shudders*

also my favourite nerd cousin is back in town! yes, the bitch that ghosted me for 4 months after I like. quadruple texted him. on multiple platforms. whatever. he is MY cousin. this is classic me behaviour, even if it is a little extreme. and unfortunately I really fucking love and miss the idiot so I can't wait to see him this friday:) on avva's birthday + buzz album release day!!! LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOO no but really I've missed him so much im so happy he's back ahaha I worry about him. even if bitch basically falls off the grid and I hear literally nothing from him every time we're not in the same city-state-area-thing. apparently my sister texted him yesterday and THAT he feels the need to respond to. smfh

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